Self Love and Communities - By Dimple Somji

The question is not- Do you love me?

The question is- Do I love me?

Have you heard- what comes, let it stay. What goes, let it go? Trust the process. Poof! That ain't easy now, is it? A blind faith in the void, in nothingness, in the unknown. Yes I am trusting of the process but did I even know what this process would entail?

I just kept letting go- especially of beings. I was conscious of my space, the energies I was willing to let in, the boundaries I was creating. Ofcourse, it would come at a price. In 2 years, people left in dozens. In some uncanny way, I was actually beginning to enjoy this filtration process. Like my life suddenly had a sieve, and all that wasn't serving my higher good, was making an exit.

Word of caution-it can get pretty lonely. There were days I would hit a low and want to run my way back into the old life. But I knew deep down I must walk towards this process, crawl if I have to. But trust the process I must. So I simply sat in isolation for a really really long time. I worked on healing myself, I worked on my ascension, I worked on becoming love. When I could not go out, I went in.

Well, I am very realistic - I always expect miracles!

I knew the metamorphosis had started and soon the veil would be lifted. Then it happened! The 'new' tip toed its way into my life. The space I had created brought in like-minded people, enlightened souls, guided angels. These humans resonated with my energies, uplifted my spirit, added more than they subtracted. It was everything my soul needed. I was invited by communities that felt like home, strangers who felt like friends. I felt seen. I felt heard. Me, my pain and my darkness was embraced and celebrated. Universe had thrown in a life jacket.

If I saw each day, nothing much had changed. Still when I looked back at the two years, nothing was the same.

I will always be a receiver of divine love and most days than not, it will come from communities and friends I still have to make. So if you decide to stay, come stay. And if you choose to go, know that's best for me and you.

The question is- Do you love you?

P.S- Be part of a community, of collective consciousness and trust the process ok?

Dimple Somji is a Podcaster, Influencer, Author, Mom-preneur, Yogi and more!

@yogaandfairylife